2011 - Post #1 - Final schooling day.

18.11.2011.
To most high school students, it's the end of the year.
Holidays approach and time to enjoy.
Not for us Form 5ers and Upper 6th Formers though.

Shall blog about today first before I proceed to writing about this year's high school life.
I, went back to school.
Who would have expected a Form 5er to appear on this day?
(At the end of the day I found a total of 5 Form 5ers in school, including myself.)
Initial plan was to revise Add Maths, but sometimes we just go off the plan. XD
It's always been great to stick together with people whom I care a lot.
At least I don't have to hide everything in front of them.

I had always wanted to put down my shield.
The shield which made people think I'm ignorant and arrogant.
Perhaps I should just go my way, ignoring people's negative thoughts about me.
-Live life to the fullest with optimism.- I always tell people.
This time, applying this quote to myself. =)

Pictures first, and I'll talk about school life.

If I would to conclude every year in one word, here goes.
Form 1 - Naive.
Form 2 - Rebellious.
Form 3 - Memories-filled. <- It's ONE WORD in summary. XD
Form 4 - Crazy.
Form 5 - Unforgettable.

However, another 2 years will be starting in less than 6 months' time.
Who would have expected me to return as a Sixth Former?
I still recalled how confident I was, saying that I'll not step into Form 6 and never cut my hair short again.
This time, all promises are broken, but what to do?
Another huger promise stands firmer than these 2.

2011.
A year in school which started with burdens and responsibilities, ended with laughters. The most important thing is, I am not alone after all. Thanks to the duo, I am myself. =)

PEACE OUT.

The blogger.

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

Midst of nightmare.

SPM.
4 down, 6 to go.
Every day I pray hard to our Father.

The feeling of stuck in the middle, WORST.

Letting go slowly.

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

Goose's Dream - In Sooni.

This is indeed, one of my top 5 favourites.
Even without knowing the meaning of the song, I still shed tears while syncing to it.
Epic, no?

Here are the lyrics and the meaning of the song.
(I can tell, it's totally worth repeating the song all day long, because it's just so touching.)
Source : #1, #2.

난 난 꿈이 있었죠
nan nan ggumi isseotjyo
버려지고 찢겨 남루하여도
beoryeojigo jjitgyeo namruhayeodo
내 가슴 깊숙히 보물과 같이 간직했던 꿈
nae gaseum gipsughi bomulgwa gachi ganjighaetdeon ggum
혹 때론 누군가가 뜻 모를 비웃음
hog ddaeron nugungaga ggeut moreul biuseum
내 등뒤에 흘릴때도 난 참아야 했죠
nae deungdwie heulrilddaedo nan chamaya haetjyo
참을 수 있었죠 그 날을 위해
chameul su isseotjyo geu nareul wihae
늘 걱정하듯 말하죠 헛된 꿈은 독이라고
neul geogjeonghadeut malhajyo heotdoen ggumeun dogirago
세상은 끝이 정해진 책처럼
sesangeun ggeuchi jeonghaejin chaegcheoreom
이미 돌이킬 수 없는 현실이라고
imi dorikil su eobtnun hyeonshirirago

그래요 난 난 꿈이 있어요
geuraeyo nan nan ggumi isseoyo
그 꿈을 믿어요 나를 지켜봐요
geu ggumeul mideoyo nareul jikyeobwayo
저 차갑게 서 있는 운명이란 벽앞에
jeo chagabge seo itneun unmyeongiran byeogape
당당히 마주칠 수 있어요
dangdanghi mijuchil su isseoyo
언젠가 난 그 벽을 넘고서
eonjenga nan geu byeogeul neomgoseo
저 하늘을 높이 날을 수 있어요
jeo haneureul nopi nareul su isseoyo
이 무거운 세상도 나를 묶을 순 없죠
i mugeoun sesangdo nareul muggeul sun eobtjyo
내 삶의 끝에서
nae sarmul ggeute seo
나 웃을 그 날을 함께해요
na useul geu nareul hamggehaeyo

-To be romanized.-

늘 걱정하듯 말하죠 헛된 꿈은 독이라고
세상은 끝이 정해진 책처럼
이미 돌이킬 수 없는 현실이라고


그래요 난 난 꿈이 있어요
그 꿈을 믿어요 나를 지켜봐요
저 차갑게 서 있는 운명이란 벽앞에
당당히 마주칠 수 있어요
언젠가 난 그 벽을 넘고서
저 하늘을 높이 날을 수 있어요
이 무거운 세상도 나를 묶을 순 없죠
내 삶의 끝에서
나 웃을 그 날을.. 함께해요


난 난 꿈이 있어요
그 꿈을 믿어요 나를 지켜봐요


-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

All this while.

So I don't have to worry at all, since someone voiced out.

Proof? If it still exists after this post's published.

Blah. Let it go.

I really hope no one knows what I'm crapping about.

Pray hard, God bless. END.

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

After SPM.

Plans :
7th December, 1 p.m. onwards : Gurney Plaza / Queensbay / Heads home (NO!).
8th December, 9 a.m. onwards : School, return textbooks and grab certs; 11 a.m. onwards : Gurney Plaza / Queensbay (Skating ring).
11th December - 17th December : 65th Penang Annual Bible Camp. =D

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

Heartache?

Was watching Dream High, a Korean television drama.

Why was I thinking of the past while watching it?
It left me wondered.

Who's there to heal my shattered heart?
Even if I don't mention the pain, it's there.
Deep down my heart, I know that I should let go of something which I've held on since 6 and a half months ago.
Relationship.
That dream was wonderful at first, but became a burden as time passed.
Should I just end everything, or let stupidity continue to strike, telling me that I should be determined?
Jeez oh jeez.
Had already receive some advices among us Trio, and I better take that serious.
There's never a thing on Earth, lasts.

Temporary have no intention to mention who's that breaking my heart.
If that person sees this, he would have done something, no?

Let's put all these to a conclusion, shall we?
I'm tired.

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-