It's not just about the distance.

Yep I'm talking about my relationship.

Some people may think I'm independent.
Well, it's another story when it comes to relationship.
I'm pretty much clingy and filled with random wild imaginations, I admit.
To summarize, it's overthinking.
Not sure if it's considered a fault that I've decided to commit into this long-distance.
Everything is easy to begin with, but difficult to maintain.

I'm not saying that there's a crack between us, no I didn't.
It's just that, we only see each other like, 4 or 5 times a year?
That doesn't feel any good.
You can't see what your partner is doing.
You can't share your food when you cannot finish.
You can't get the hugs when you need them so badly you ended up crying into sleep.
You can't feel every inch of your partner's emotions because everything is through the screen.

Even so, staying together everyday without life goals can be boring too.
Nevertheless, it's the sense of security I'm looking for.
Not that I don't feel safe without him, it's rather I'd like him to participate in my every life event.

As for my family, I'll make them accept him.
No matter how long it takes.
I really hope he will be my last, even though we're not each other's first.

Please let me brave through every single challenge that I face in this relationship...

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

Lil' things.

Excuse me that I don't really know how to express myself sometimes.
I'm just, bad at it.

All these while I've always loved to write.
Paper and pen would be better.
He knows it well, for I've handwritten to him before and he just loves my handwriting.
Earlier when his phone spoilt we both thought, how else could he reach me without any gadgets.
Then he's the one suggested to write letters, like the older days when smartphones weren't come in handy.
Yes dear, please write someday because I'd love to receive handwritten stuff and observe handwriting.
(Okay that's a weird habit of mine.)

So here goes.

Dear self,
Please be strong enough to brave through all challenges, but take care at the same time.

7 days left.

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

2K16, updates about myself.

Hey guys.
I wonder if anyone still follows my blog.
Btw, it's already a year apart from my last update so I'm gonna write something.

Notice that I've changed my background and some parts of the blog 8)
Because why not? :)

*Oh damn the moment when random YouTube ad plays in my playlist*

To be honest, it's been 15 days but I haven't get over Christina Grimmie's passing.
It's kinda, sad, in any cases.
Nevertheless, life moves on, and she's in a better place now.
#RIPChristina #TeamGrimmieRawwks

Okay back to my updates.
If you guys already know (or maybe not), I'm out of singlehood for now.
Say, close to 9 months already, and we both are doing good despite it's a long distance.

As for studies, I'm entering my junior year in September, which is pretty fast.
2 years in university but I didn't really contribute much time, unfortunately.
Final year project will be up in the coming semester and it's time to kick ass.
Seriously, why am I still stuck with at least 18 out of 21 credit units per semester? *Tired*

Cosplay wise, you can see that I'm slowing down, mainly due to studies.
Nevertheless, I'm not too outdated from the circle just yet.
Still glad to see friends from my generation when I attend events.
If you're curious, you may check out the sidebar to see which events I'll be attending.

Maybe that's it for now.
And it's my semester break, if you wonder why I'm still up at this hour.

Peace out,
-aLiCe_RawkXZ-