Miserable.

Have you ever felt that devastated before...?
Crying till your heart felt weak...
Tears ran all over your face...
Gasping for breath...
Feeling lost...

Being optimistic is my priority when it comes to solving other people's problem.
When it turns out to be my problem, I can't.
Not even optimistic.
Not even braining properly to solve everything peacefully.

Life is long, lessons to be learnt.
I'm never letting my guard down, not even for once more.
20 years of life, never stopped let parents worrying.
Treating buddies like my life depends on them, ignoring family.
Rather go home late than answering parents' calls.
I guess, I'm just being too ignorant, negligent and rebellent all these while.

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

Thoughts.

Frusts came tackling.
Whatever.

After I get my laptop done, I might have a blog makeover again.
This time, to remove all backlogs or store them to some other places, then rewrite.
Will be considering the design makeover as well.
Hmm, might turn this into a cosplay blog maybe?
If I keep this blog the way it was, I'll be piling up posts.
Decision time again.

Just when sometimes I thought I should do things according to my instincts, all fail.
Cannot brain.
Like yesterday I drifted my car while driving fast on a rainy day at the roundabout.
I didn't even know what was I thinking.
Same goes to that person I care most...

Just hope that everything will be fine tomorrow.
#fuckthatshit

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-

Back for a bit.

I've been abandoning this blog like forever lol.

Up next this weekend is Cosplay Invasion 3 in Penang Times Square.
Looking forward to meet stayxxxx and Onnies again after CF. :)

Think I'll let this place continue to rot till I get my laptop formatted.

-aLiCe_RawkXZ-